Eager

I am so eager to get away.
I have nothing to complain about in my life but i am not happy. Weird?

I am becoming restless.
I need a pick me up.

The sun needs to come out soon, i need a moped and a good vacation.
Hopefully i get out of this funk soon or else.

<3
Bernice

best valentines day ever

How one may hate valentines day, i may never know...

i realized that it is best spent with friends because there is less pressure with the whole "love" thing.

Now, i did have a valentine, he bought me flowers and took me to the aquarium and it was overall one of the best valentines day i have ever had. But not just because of him, but because i spent it with amazing friends and family and people all around me who just want to have fun.

::::::Best Valentines day ever::::::

i love my cats!

Deacon and Conrad.
Conrad is the one with the small weird tail, Deacon looks like a keyboard.
Both are equally awesome.

The Mom and Dad Parade

Even though we don't get along anymore... i really hope we will one day be able to make music and play shows again. I had some kid talk to me this weekend for like 40 minutes about how sad he was that we aren't in a band anymore...
and i agreed with him!


I mean, how fun is this picture? ======>>>>>


www.myspace.com/themomanddadparade

nothing to complain about::::

I think its kinda neat that right now, i have nothing at all in my life to complain about.
Everything seems to be working out okay and i feel happier than ever.
living life on my own for me.

It is going to be a busy few months for me... but thats totally okay.
as long as i have good friends, fam, work, school and fun... i will be fine.
But, I really want tulips for valentines day. If i dont get those, i may be upset. ahaha.

Courtney took this picture of me this weekend, it was totally unintentional. I just was this happy. No alcohol made this happen. It made me realize that this is one of the first pictures i took this year that was taken when i am truly smiling...

musical explosion!

Over the last week or so i have been really intrigued by this new machine i got- its a micro korg. I have written half songs probably every other day, if not more. Which is saying alot because i never really have inspiration for music like that.
i am looking into buying either a loop pedal or a sampler, probably the sampler though.
Playing around with old beats on my Yamaha Porta sound and the micro korg really gets me wanting to make great, catchy dance tunes...


I also have been writing more acoustic music and i am looking to do a really neat EP called - The Story of Love EP ( check previous post). It should be great. i am working on the art work for it this weekend.

Look for my musical explosion in the next month or so. Its all coming together.

Upcoming event: My Bloody Valentines Day - I am playing, i have no idea what time and i am not even on the flyer HOWEVER, i will be playing two covers ( love songs) and a few of my own. Please come out - its at sound lab on Valentines Day.

Whoever brings me tulips will get a surprise.

Love,
Bernice

my new bunk bed

best idea ever...
good for sleeping, sleep overs and
when you want to change up your sleep patterns.
i would highly recommend it to anyone.

revelation

with school, work, friends and music... i really wont have much time for you. however, i want to make time. so with that said, i am just not going to sweat the petty things. i want to enjoy the limited time we have together so that maybe one day something awesome can come out of this.

woo.

childhood memories.

found this cleaning my closet out. getting organized in 2009 is becoming a fun adventure!